I Love You !
Three words that encapsulate the entire universe of emotions. There cannot be any other feeling with a larger diameter. This is to my love. You deserve to know. You deserve to be sugar-coated with these beautiful words. The world needs to know about our story. This universe must enchant ballads of our story till eternity and beyond.
I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. It was a cold morning. There was a mixture of anxiety and excitement in the air. I was waiting for you. AND suddenly out of thin air, you arrived. Like a cold breeze that pierces your heart, you moved me! I was dumbfounded. You just looked like a carving on a celestial stone by god. You are the most beautiful thing that my eyes have ever experienced. Your face was lightened by the innocence that drains your heart. Your smile drenched with the playfulness of a child, the child I hope to have with you in the future. Your curves were something from fantasy. You were everything I ever wanted in a woman concentrated into a lovable little package.
The first touch of your hands on that first journey was filled with nervous joy and shyness. Do you remember how firm our grip was? It was a prayer to the universe to never let the grip loosen on either sides. The first kiss was as good as it gets. It was not messy. It felt like Plato's separated souls had met in real life. I didn’t know bliss could be hidden in the nectar of someone else's lips. Our story started writing its own pages. The eternal talks on the phone, meeting at dark escaping everyone's eyes, laughing, making fun of whoever we choose, short journeys on the bus and what not !
Time then took a toll on us. After being drawn close like two opposite charges, we were bombarded apart by an unfortunate bang. I want to tell you that even when I was not with you, I always wanted to be with you. I learnt how to put on a fake smile and go on with the hibbie- jibbies of life. I smiled in public and wet myself in tears in solitude. It was painful, the pain that cannot be described in words or poems or songs or anything.
Then we met again, maybe after a year or so. It was the time when I realized that we were really meant to be. We were meeting after such a long time but it felt like nothing had changed. All the hate, anger, disappointments, tragedy evaporated in thin air when I saw you. Every cell of my body melted in your presence. It was like you were never gone. It was like we had just met yesterday. I missed your smell so much…..I missed everything about you. Now I had you again. I just couldn’t let to go AGAIN!
Here we are today, truly, deeply and madly in love. We have certainly come a long way. I have been addicted to you. I have been habituated to your habits. I speak your slangs and listen on repeat the songs which were once your favorite music. I can go for hours listening to your meaningless jibber-jabbers and after surviving your typical angry rants, I feel I can just hug you for a second and make everything alright. You have brought the best in me. I was a difficult, spoilt man! It takes a woman of character and patience to hold on to an unstable plank like me in the storm of life. But you held on and I held onto you. WE held on when letting go was probably easier or maybe even logical. Love has nothing to do with logic. It's all about feeling the bliss this universe has to offer. I view our relationship as our love-child. There is no way we both could risk our child for anything else…
TO love and to be loved is the best feeling. We both are blessed with each other. This is all we need. I have not seen the future but I do not wish a future without you. I do not wish a future that offers us eternity of togetherness filled with love that has no spark, instead I wish a future with a second full of the love that we enjoy today because in that blissful second we will have lived our eternity dear. Death might certainly separate us one day but I promise you, I will leave you with memories that will fill your eyes with tears of joys and happiness. WHO will be the first to go? I wish it's me. I just cannot fathom a universe without you. One more selfish choice that I want to make as I go…..Are you upset? I wish we live and die together because even death would be a blissful experience if you are holding my hands like you did the first day we met…..!
Nobody will remember this, or our story. It's more important to live than to be remembered. Our gossips, laughs, fights, tears and love will melt into the abyss of time. But what we have will always be with us, you and me. This will be our story. THIs will be our life. This will be our love. When we grow old and maybe m romantic self will be too tired to write you these words again, I will have no regrets because I will have spent a lifetime in service of your joy and fulfillment by then.
This is a testimony to our young, wild, free and deep emotions…. We will last the test of time and love beyond the measurements of time….
To infinity and beyond,
To eternity and beyond
I LOVE YOU !
Three words that encapsulate the entire universe of emotions. There cannot be any other feeling with a larger diameter. This is to my love. You deserve to know. You deserve to be sugar-coated with these beautiful words. The world needs to know about our story. This universe must enchant ballads of our story till eternity and beyond.
I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. It was a cold morning. There was a mixture of anxiety and excitement in the air. I was waiting for you. AND suddenly out of thin air, you arrived. Like a cold breeze that pierces your heart, you moved me! I was dumbfounded. You just looked like a carving on a celestial stone by god. You are the most beautiful thing that my eyes have ever experienced. Your face was lightened by the innocence that drains your heart. Your smile drenched with the playfulness of a child, the child I hope to have with you in the future. Your curves were something from fantasy. You were everything I ever wanted in a woman concentrated into a lovable little package.
The first touch of your hands on that first journey was filled with nervous joy and shyness. Do you remember how firm our grip was? It was a prayer to the universe to never let the grip loosen on either sides. The first kiss was as good as it gets. It was not messy. It felt like Plato's separated souls had met in real life. I didn’t know bliss could be hidden in the nectar of someone else's lips. Our story started writing its own pages. The eternal talks on the phone, meeting at dark escaping everyone's eyes, laughing, making fun of whoever we choose, short journeys on the bus and what not !
Time then took a toll on us. After being drawn close like two opposite charges, we were bombarded apart by an unfortunate bang. I want to tell you that even when I was not with you, I always wanted to be with you. I learnt how to put on a fake smile and go on with the hibbie- jibbies of life. I smiled in public and wet myself in tears in solitude. It was painful, the pain that cannot be described in words or poems or songs or anything.
Then we met again, maybe after a year or so. It was the time when I realized that we were really meant to be. We were meeting after such a long time but it felt like nothing had changed. All the hate, anger, disappointments, tragedy evaporated in thin air when I saw you. Every cell of my body melted in your presence. It was like you were never gone. It was like we had just met yesterday. I missed your smell so much…..I missed everything about you. Now I had you again. I just couldn’t let to go AGAIN!
Here we are today, truly, deeply and madly in love. We have certainly come a long way. I have been addicted to you. I have been habituated to your habits. I speak your slangs and listen on repeat the songs which were once your favorite music. I can go for hours listening to your meaningless jibber-jabbers and after surviving your typical angry rants, I feel I can just hug you for a second and make everything alright. You have brought the best in me. I was a difficult, spoilt man! It takes a woman of character and patience to hold on to an unstable plank like me in the storm of life. But you held on and I held onto you. WE held on when letting go was probably easier or maybe even logical. Love has nothing to do with logic. It's all about feeling the bliss this universe has to offer. I view our relationship as our love-child. There is no way we both could risk our child for anything else…
TO love and to be loved is the best feeling. We both are blessed with each other. This is all we need. I have not seen the future but I do not wish a future without you. I do not wish a future that offers us eternity of togetherness filled with love that has no spark, instead I wish a future with a second full of the love that we enjoy today because in that blissful second we will have lived our eternity dear. Death might certainly separate us one day but I promise you, I will leave you with memories that will fill your eyes with tears of joys and happiness. WHO will be the first to go? I wish it's me. I just cannot fathom a universe without you. One more selfish choice that I want to make as I go…..Are you upset? I wish we live and die together because even death would be a blissful experience if you are holding my hands like you did the first day we met…..!
Nobody will remember this, or our story. It's more important to live than to be remembered. Our gossips, laughs, fights, tears and love will melt into the abyss of time. But what we have will always be with us, you and me. This will be our story. THIs will be our life. This will be our love. When we grow old and maybe m romantic self will be too tired to write you these words again, I will have no regrets because I will have spent a lifetime in service of your joy and fulfillment by then.
This is a testimony to our young, wild, free and deep emotions…. We will last the test of time and love beyond the measurements of time….
To infinity and beyond,
To eternity and beyond
I LOVE YOU !
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